im sick & inlove with you, dear.

i hate these nights when i lay awake, thinking about what we could’ve been. i miss our phone calls, and when we used to talk about completely nothing and still have the best conversations. i miss the long, tight hugs and holding hands as we walked and talked. i miss everyone telling us how cute of a couple we were. i’m nothing to you anymore, we never talk and it’s killing me. i wish we still had what we used to have. i honestly have no idea what happened or what changed, but i hate it. i miss us. i miss how everything used to be. i wish i could tell you all of this. but if you do somehow, someway end up seeing this, just know that i’ll always love you..